Knowing the unknown

[...]  When i saw that black hole, i started to think: "Dammit, this is suicide" I looked behind and saw Eden, a little blue planet... How fast this ship is going? I just feel like it's going fast, but not really feel how fast..  Imagine yourself on a straight road without imperfections, and accelerated as much as possible, you know you're going fast because things on outside, the "scenery" go fast, and your speedometer indicates your speed ... now imagine without the road and the environment passing fast, and no speedometer .... you have no sense of speed that is.  I asked Pak: _To where we are going? He said: _To another time,in another dimension on another Earth. I said: _It was possible? Why you wnat me to go with you? He said: _Yes, i need to show you some things, and you need to talk to who follow you, what you will saw, and who you will meet. I said: _But Pakaol, I have not finished my mission in Eden. Pakaol said: _Wise human...

Hello world,and friends.. Today 08/16 i will post without fail. Sorry, but i passed out and back to medic, but i can write. Hugs.

Em..  I miss you soo much...  Everytime that i sleep i want to wake up in Eden, and look into your eyes, and feel your perfume.  The life here is soo hard..  If i commit suicide i will go to your side? When my mission will end?  Sorry guys... miss her... i want to share with you..  I cant stay with Em, Eden needs her.. and you guys need me.  2 months ago i never, NEVER believed my life can turn this way.... sometimes i want to this never happen, sometimes i feel better to know what really happens outside. I miss you guys. hugs.