Knowing the unknown

I will stop the history of the book for a time, i need to write some experiences before the book a while . --------------------------------- Since as a kid I've asked myself to where We go before death. I asked myself too if death is like a person, a god or a demon. Since as a kid I fear the death, even knowing I will die someday. I decided to go deep, now i have total control over myself and can be tottaly lucid when I go to Eden while sleeping. After wake up in Eden, i decided to go after Willey, to ask this question. Im really want to you guys see Eden someday, how beautiful this planet is, how pure is the air, the sky in the day, with 3 visible moons near the white-blued Sun. Em was with me all the time, while We walking to Willey house, she ask me some curious questions every time, like: Whats your best food on Earth? My answer was: Hamburger with fries with a lot of katchup. And Em asked: How can i do, teach me to do hamburger with fries to you? I said: Its i

Hello world and friends. Sorry to interrupt the book, but i need to share something. Im not feeling good, I dont know..  I feel that inside my soul i have a hole with no end.. Let me say from the begin: The day started strange... like I forgot to leave something with me, and this thing was getting bigger hour over hour. I dissapeared because finally i can control everything in me, i can "live" on Eden and can live normally when i want. What sounds extremely sobrenatural in the begin, now are something normal to me. And i started to spend my time on Earth to fix everything that i lost since the first contacto with Pak. Things has going deep day after day, when I saw that i need to do something here.. When i saw myself on the mirror 2 months ago, it wasn't me... i was like a zombie.. lost so much weight.. lost my shine, my powers... lost my humanity. I started to develop my thoughts on both reality, because, if its everything perfect on Eden, why can't be perfe